This week’s challenge is artistic shadows. I tried taking several shadow pictures, with very little luck, but at last week’s Mardi Gras, I was able to capture these beads laying on the boardwalk in the shadows of a building. That’s all I have to say about that.
It has been a crazy few weeks, and that’s why I am behind in just about everything. I gave up Facebook for Lent. I haven’t given it up 100% though. I still go on and read statuses, sometimes I post a little bit. I mostly post my photography, updates on cancer, and updates about my friends. Recently, I posted regarding my friend, Becky, who passed away. It’s the fifth death in our little local cancer group. It’s the first person I have known quite well. So her death caused me to go into a tailspin. I have had to talk myself down a few times this last week.
I’m still stable. As in my cancer is not growing, it is not shrinking, it is remaining the same. It feels like the last two weeks of each chemo cycle it grows, but once I get chemo it shrinks it. It’s frustrating, and annoying. I find myself on my downtime doing a lot of research. It’s hard to explain to people that I have cancer, but I feel great (for the most part), and I don’t look like I have cancer. It’s definitely one of those invisible diseases, and it’s really hard to explain that you aren’t terminal, but you aren’t entirely well. I feel like I have a ticking time bomb inside me. One day it’s going to explode, and I’ll be like Becky, slowly fading away.